1. |
Doctors
04:48
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at midnights fighting
messages
I don't have time to make a call
therapists
I just wanna be at home
'cause this life is too heavy for me
and the filters are really getting too cold
and the blood is like cement in my veins
I've been used for my kindness again
doctors everywhere
good night cigarettes
get me to sleep again
and the fear that you made me feel
and the storm that you once raised behind the door
I just don't give you another chance
you're not as good as you think you are
and to you, doctors
I never told you
this place is like hell to me
white walls
and medicines
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2. |
Child
05:27
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escaping from reality
you are my illusion
escaping into dreams of you
I try to forget you
no matter how I try to forget you
all these dreams are so real
and faith behind your wild heart
it makes me dream of you again
but turn back
'cause I'm a child with open eyes
I'm a child with open heart
I'm a child with open arms
turn back
'cause I'm a child with open eyes
I'm a child with open heart
I'm a child with open soul
you were always on my mind
even if you're far away
even if you were rude to me
I just couldn't stay
I have to go
this illusion has to be safe inside of me
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3. |
Drink This Blood
04:34
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my love is running out of me
can't you see?
and this land of golden promises
doesn't help me feel alive
doesn't make me know myself yet
am I still alive?
you don't really know me
like you think you do
I looked into your cold eyes
I looked inside your soul
I looked inside your silent place
and there was so cold
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4. |
Sleep
05:01
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remember to rest enough for your dreams
to heal the memories of your pain
and live and dance for your soul
don't you hide all the time, we are missing you here
life is too short to be afraid
you are so wonderful and great
my sister, my friend
and see all the love that you keep inside
all the answers you need to find
don't forget how to feel alive
my sister, my friend
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5. |
Julie
03:36
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my heart is bleeding and burning
through my chest
I capture fear everywhere
I walk alone
and I really need you, hey Julie
I don't know why
you're living in my head
you are the reason to exist
and I really miss you, hey Julie
won't you leave?
I believe she's somewhere there
behind those eyes, behind the smile
I believe she's somewhere there
the girl who always was denied
I saw your soul inside your silver-eyes
your beauty was tearing my worlds apart
you are my inner side
sweet Julie
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6. |
Street
03:32
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the streets are free to walk
but I don't have a need to talk
so I wait 'till tomorrow
will I have my sunshine?
you'll be mine
maybe only in dreams
you'll be my
maybe tomorrow
the rain is raping me
so I could see so much clearer
but right now I just wanna shout
to shout out with all my energy
sometimes you are too ugly to this world
and sometimes you need to shout aloud
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7. |
Graveyard Song
04:27
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I found myself at the graveyard
I was dancing there with snow
I thought I already said goodbye
but maybe I just couldn't do that
tomorrow I shoud leave this garden
they are already looking for me
they want me to move to my father's house
he is living in Paris
here are my dearest friends now
my mother, my sister, my brother
and under the smallest maple tree
here sleeps my oldest friend Jasmine
and I think and I think
that I'm not going to leave
I just hide myself under the maple tree
and sleep near my family
and I don't know why
I don't know why
I can't feel anything anymore
but agony
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8. |
End
07:14
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I can't believe it's true
you betrayed my thoughts of you
I have to run and hide
it's only terrifying
it's my weakness
I don't believe in you
so I must let you go now
I never will confess
that I loved you so
I'm not a dreamer anymore
and before I go
I try not to be your enemy
I swallow my pain
tears that you ignored
before I go
I wan't you to know
I'm not a dreamer anymore
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9. |
Shadow Of Fear
06:15
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the shadow of fear
woke up yesterday inside my soul
I feel empty and scared
blood is flowing out of my hands
my heart is searching for a way
out of this glowing sand
there is a wall between us
I have to tear it down
before I break myself
time, pass through my misery fast
I don't wanna live in the past
and I'm damned to be who I am
so cruel and strong-minded
and I know that you closed the door
before I needed you more
I needed you more
so I'll wait
for a smile
from the right one
in time
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10. |
Snake Is My Only Lover
03:46
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snake is my only lover
I run only undercover with him
distant earth far below us
we are flying through the air
making all the pain disappear
and I let myself fall down to his arms
I let myself go
snake is my only lover
I drink all the poison and suffer away
through his veins
we can swim in the deepest oceans
we can find all the hidden beauty
of darkened feelings
and I let my rain fall down to his anger
I let myself go
and I let my rain fall down to his anger
I let my rain fall
and it's a long night
and dark path to go
I go anywhere I want to go
and it's a glowing night
I can't feel the morning here
it is an endless night
the way of sorrow
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11. |
Alkusoitto sateelle
07:45
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minä tiedän
kaukana sä oot
vaikka istuisitkin vierelläni
keksin päässäni sun seuraavia sanoja
sanot mikään ei rajoita
mutta onko se sittenkään niin?
märkänä hiestä kompuroit sä pimeessä
miltä se tuntuu?
kaipaat etäisyyttä, silti pidät liian lujaa kii
riipivä hiljaisuus on välillämme keino uus
ja unohduksen voimana
on päästä irti tunteista
katketa vois jalkani
jos ottaisit mut taas sun syliisi
et lähelles päästä, kai rakkautta säästät
vaikkei sitä tuhlata voi
märkänä hiestä kompuroit sä pimeessä
miltä se tuntuu?
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